Two Ways of Seeing
Lev Neymotin
I was standing at the shore, the water reaching my ankles, waves moving around me in their endless arrival and retreat. And while watching them, I found myself imagining the opposite— not simply a calmer sea, but a sea entirely still, untouched by wind, flat and silent as though motion had not yet been invented.
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